At the end of Chapter 8, how does Aziz struggle to imagine Zohra with him in Madrid?

Aziz struggles to imagine Zohra with him in Madrid. She is used to the neighbor's kid coming and going. She is used to the outdoor market where she haggles over prices. She is used to having her relatives visit any time. He hates to think of her alone in an apartment in Madrid with no one to talk to while he works. Plus he has his own habits now.