What are some of Yezad's thoughts and actions in Chapter 15 that show he is changing?

Yezad knows that Kapur is more focused on the Christmas decorations than giving Yezad more responsibility. Yezad thinks that it would be good if the Shiv Sena smashed all the Christmas decorations. Yezad also goes by the temple and is conflicted about whether he should stay or leave. He leaves the temple, but later at home questions whether he did the right thing. Yezad seems uncomfortable at home and at work.